My journey through life has been unordinary. Thankfully, Jesus was there for me at my lowest points and truly turned this murderer into a faithful servant of God. Here’s my story:
I was born and raised in Namibia with my sister and four brothers. Like many Namibians, we did not have a lot of money, and so my younger brother resorted to stealing. One day I confronted him and was pleading with him to stop stealing from others when we began to fight. Our arguing escalated very quickly. My brother was very angry, so with a big stick in his hand, he began to attack me.
In an attempt to get him to stop fighting, I pried the stick from his hand and hit him. One blow to the head. That’s all it took. Shocked, I looked down at his lifeless body and realized the horrific thing I had just done. I had killed my brother.
In 2004, I was convicted of murder and sentenced to 17 years in prison. My girlfriend and I had two babies at the time. I was facing the realization that I would not see them grow up. Up until then, I had professed to be a Christian but did not even know Jesus. I thought it was cool to be a Christian, so that is why I labeled myself as one. Surprisingly, it took living in prison for me to find Jesus. It was there that I wholeheartedly accepted Christ into my life.
Shortly after becoming a true believer, I learned about the distance education program at Namibia Evangelical Theological Seminary (NETS). I enthusiastically enrolled and was thrilled when not only I was accepted but was given a scholarship that made my education possible. I was eager to learn God’s Word and get to know Jesus, the One who had saved my life. I longed to be a true disciple of Christ’s. I began sharing the Good News with fellow inmates. I taught them how to read, write and study the Bible. Many of them enrolled in the NETS’ distance education program too!
Although God was using me for His glory, He had plans for me beyond prison’s doors. Since my brother’s death was ruled accidental, I was given the chance to appeal the conviction. I was not allowed an attorney or anyone for that matter to help represent me. Looking back, I believe God wanted it this way, so He alone would be glorified for my release. On March 16, 2012, I became a free man. Praise the Lord from whom all blessings flow! That same year, I married Martha, the love of my life and the mother of my children. We recently welcomed a little boy into our home who we named Forgive. He is a constant reminder of how miraculous God’s love and forgiveness is.
In my current ministry, I am helping former prisoners reintegrate back into society and their families. Being able to relate firsthand to these prisoners tremendously helps me to reach them for Christ. I often provide counseling for the prisoners and their families to encourage reconciliation. It is a work filled with many challenges, but I am happy to be serving the Lord.
Now I am in my third year of Theology at NETS. We live on campus as a family, and we continue to be blessed by scholarship support. In the future, I hope to establish a Community Rehabilitation Ministry that will be located in a rural area. The purpose will be to help rehabilitate people from crime and addictions such as domestic violence and alcohol abuse. I am excited to see where the Lord leads me next!
My life is a perfect example of how God is able to use even the worst situation and the most sinful of persons to multiply His Kingdom. God is good!
“Thank you so much for your support in making this life-changing education possible for me and so many others!”
– Kambauh Thaddeus Thomas